Toxic Reality - Two to One Lyrics

Been tryna find you in my head but I've been spacing again
I turn my thoughts off for a moment and put up my defense
I know you think I'm always tripping, you don't know the extent
I try to tell you what I'm thinking, you just won't understand
You want me forget all the evil, unfair shit that you said
I can't get with it, there ain't no way that I'm playing pretend
And I've been goin' through the motions, I can't face you, I can't
I'm hoping one day later on that we'll be making amends
I've been feeling like it's two to one, yeah
Fighting with you in my head a lot, yeah
The voices telling me to move on
You telling me that this won't last long
I've been feeling like it's two to one, yeah
Fighting with you in my head a lot, yeah
The voices telling me to move on
You telling me that this won't last long
F*ck it, I'm cracking the champagne
I'm thinking shit that I can't say
Intrusive thoughts up in my brain
You never want this shit my way
You always text that you hate me
But you never say it to my face
I never know when you faking
So I'm staying out of your damn way
I guess you got what you wanted
Wanted me out of your damn space
I don't even know how it started
But I already knew it was high stakes
I knew you'd be gone by the morning
In puddles, I'm stopping its storming
And dealing with habits that's forming
And they never came with a warning, yeah
I've been feeling like it's two to one, yeah
Fighting with you and my head a lot, yeah
The voices telling me to move on
You telling me that this won't last long
I've been feeling like it's two to one, yeah
Fighting with you in my head a lot, yeah
The voices telling me to move on
You telling me that this won't last long