This Bike Is A Pipe Bomb - Like Before Lyrics

well the moon ain't full & i ain't drunk no more.
i cleared all of the clutter from my head.
& i know why i cuss & fight & do lots of stupid things
but don't know what i left you for.
don't know what i left you for what was i on?
is this the wake up call we needed?
when love got boring i ran,
thought i could come back saying
i think i know what can make us better.
like before when we 1st met
when my heart would jump out just to see you in the morning.
well it's an old old song & it's played a million times over but here i am.