I don't know how to take control all I know is I'm in my own way
I just want to be open then I get spit back in my face
I just need a drink or two ease the pain follow through
Lock myself in my room away from you til I'm f*cking dead
I just want to sleep all day
So I take my pain away
I just sit there in my bed
Can't get out of my own f*cking head
I don't know how to take control all I know is I'm in my own way
I just want to be open then I get spit back in my face
I just need a drink or two ease the pain follow through
Lock myself in my room away from you til I'm f*cking dead
I don't talk to anyone
Push them away just because
I just sit there full of dread
Can't get out of my own f*cking head
Ahhhhhhhh
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