Maya Miko - Trusting the process Lyrics

Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process
Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process
I know you see this drought
I'm trying not to doubt
The bills are still unpaid and I'm just trying to figure out
Where will I get this money man, I swear they'll kick me out
I'm tired of being strong, of being the one who sticks it out
Mama told me pray to Jesus, but when my daddy died
I asked her why he had to leave us
She pointed to the Bible and I listened to the reasons
I thought about the suffering, the poverty, diseases
I met a lot of atheists, I met a lot of believers
My friend he was a Muslim, he said Allah's who you seeking
I think about the ancients and the things that they believed in
I think about the science, what we see when we are dreaming
What we know and what we don't
While everybody argues about who's right and who is wrong
I'm just sitting here, tired of being strong
So this is a prayer in the form of a song
Send me a sign, let me know I'm not alone
Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process
Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process
Is somebody there, are you listening?
So many tears yeah the thing is through all of these years
I've experienced things that are weird
From the bottom, the fact that I'm here is a miracle
But I got trust issues, find it hard to let go
But maybe that is what I gotta do
So baby here it go, I'm trusting that you got me
I'm trusting there is greatness in my spirit
I embody all my ancestors
All the mad wisdom, all the knowledge that we lost
All the structures that we built, all the songs that we composed
I'm the dream they couldn't kill
This is me being still
This is me being grateful in the storm Cause it will pass, yes
I am not defined by the mistakes of the past
Watch me move freely through the snakes and the grass
Thank you for the music, got her shaking dat ass
I'm feeling kinda better, could you make this moment last
Said I'm feeling kinda better, could you make this moment last
Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process
Thank you for them times that I didn't know how
I would make it out but you did it somehow
So here I am, trusting the process
Here I am, trusting the process