Waking up's so hard
Reluctantly I go to sleep
With open eyes and gnashing teeth
Crawling to my feet
Dragging every step I make
Leaving wreckage in my wake
If you pick me off the floor this time
And let me catch my breath
Something's going wrong again
Someone's heart won't break it's bent
On loving without any relent
Something's going wrong
And everything is coming down on me
I'm not exactly
Who and where and what I said I want to be
I'll cut myself again and again
If it makes you love me more
And when will my heart be true
I pray to be home with you