still comes back to me Video (MV)

Sleepless nights coldest frights
Take me back to wondering why I'm here
Then I saw my grandma's sphere
Knock knock Who's there
Hope there's no ghosts anywhere
Then a voice said have no fear
I'll always be right here
I wasn't ready for us to leave
I wasn't sure if I'd see you again
But I know you loved me
Just like Jesus did in heaven
A part of me wishes I'd visit more often
A part of me wishes I'd stay right here
And wishing I could stop crying them tears
In my eyes when you weren't near
It's like a bullet shot me like a boomerang at
Thirteen and it still comes back to me
Time has been
Taking its toll on me
Every hour makes me question my pain and suffering
If you can only see
I wasn't strong enough to let you go
I guess Chicago was breaking my bones
A can of Vernors doesn't feel the same anymore
I just want you to know
I wasn't ready for us to leave
I wasn't sure if I'd see you again
But I know you loved me
Just like Jesus did in heaven
A part of me wishes I'd visit more often
A part of me wishes I'd stay right here
And wishing I could stop crying them tears
In my eyes when you weren't near
It's like a bullet shot me like a boomerang at
Thirteen and it still comes back to me
My feelings aren't the same anymore
I just wanted you know
I wasn't ready to let you go
I wasn't sure if you'd be on my side
Wherever I go God knows
How much you loved me to see heaven
A part of me wishes I'd visit more often
A part of me wishes I'd stay right here
And wishing I could stop crying them tears
In my eyes when you weren't near
It's like a bullet shot me like a boomerang at
Thirteen and it still comes back to me
It still comes back to me