TRUST.ISSUES. Video (MV)

I was so obsessed, I was so obsessed (so obsessed)
I had to cool down and collect myself (had to do it)
Think 'bout what I could and what wouldn't work (what I be doin')
I was always great at conducting plans
Like I'm playin' chess, not the checkers, board just had to change
Had to freeze my heart over, just so another couldn't hurt
Few months back I'd never think that, this is how it ends
That wasn't the plan but I had to change
Glad that I'm adaptive
Now I'm flyin' like a bird
Without all the chains, even tho I'm still in pain
Maybe it'll get better or maybe it won't
Maybe I'm just gone, after all them demons they still talk to me
They just want me gone, I don't even know if I'll still be there
After all, I don't know, hope that I ain't done
Hope that they will freeze to death like the feelings for that f*ckin' girl
Hope the next one won't just shatter what I just repaired
Even tho ice melts, I just can't

I just can't
I just can't
I just can't
Can't
Can't
Can't
Can't

Wipe my tears with money, I don't need a tissue
You say that in future I say you've got lots of issues
Thinkin' you can play with me, my ego says I need to beat you
Now I've got trust issues, after you I gotta battle many f*ckin' issues
Cannot trust a bitch that constantly be with you but still ain't f*ckin' with you
I just wanted to be with you but you say you've got all of them f*ckin' issues
But I didn't see an issue so you caused another fissure

You've been so bipolar that I couldn't really know
If you really with me for me or only for gold
All of your personas changin' like I'm changin' clothes
All of your personas - I don't know who do I hate or who am I in love with
You broke my heart into a thousand pieces, now each one be lovin' different hoe, bitch
All I wanted was to help you but you threw me overboard
It's so overbearin', me no longer in control

I saw loads of me in you, thought we might be perfect pair
Guess my Bonnie was Apate, just the way that she betrayed
Yeah, that's so insane
Now I gotta swim past all the graves
All of the emotions that are buried there
How do I deserve, livin' through this fate
Now I gotta pray, that I'll find a girl
That isn't like them, guess I'm damned
I'm so f*ckin' damned, why it had to end
I hate other girls, just 'cause all of 'em
Just 'cause all of 'em