Fox Stevenson - Can't Even Tell Lyrics

Alright so
If the world blows up, would we still hang out?
Would you hit me up?
You see, I think too much
'Til I think I ruin everything I touch, yeah
And if we all just die
Would we still hang out in the afterlife?
Eating take out all night
Would you still let me be your right hand guy?

My friends don't really understand me
My family, they don't like me well

Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing
Learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe-string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell

Yeah, I while away these days
Nothing to look forward to but still I wait
Scenario worse case
I don't make peace with my weirdo brain
And with all the right words said in the right way
Who knows what I could achieve or obtain?
Come take a ride around in my brain
'Cause I know that you get it

My friends don't really understand me
My family, they don't like me well, yeah

Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing
Learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe-string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell anymore

(Yeah, it's too good to be true)
(That's probably true)

I'm feeling good today
Would suck if something came along and changed that, hey
So yeah, come what may
I'll be right here, I need to join the fray
It's like you always say
You gotta learn to see yourself from outside, babe
So what would you change?
'Cause I'm just trying to love my cage

And I'm fighting hard and losing
Learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe-string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell anymore
(Fighting hard and losing)

Do I make you nervous?
Tryin' to make you smile
I got no self awareness
Been like this a while