I never thought that you would talk like this to me
I never thought you'd undermine our history
I'm trying to go back to the way things used to be
You said this how things been that's news to me
I ain't never heard you talk that shit to me
I ain't never seen you raise your fists at me
You ain't the one you claim you used to be
Inflicting all this pain, abusing me
You took your time, you broke me slow
You hid your moves, you took control
Stuck inside a game you wanna play
I don't wanna stay
I don't like the pain
I try to tell you off, it all goes south
You always take the words right out my mouth
No use, you like the cat that's got my tongue
No use trying to run
Can't hide from my gun
I'm afraid to be alone and have to do this on my own
Can't escaping being wrong, the only thing I ever known
I don't trust my memories
Never what they seem
False serenity
I never thought that you would talk like this to me
I never thought you'd undermine our history
I'm trying to go back to the way things used to be
You said this how things been that's news to me
I ain't never heard you talk that shit to me
I ain't never seen you raise your fists at me
You ain't the one you claim you used to be
Inflicting all this pain, abusing me
Oh this time
I got my heart up on the line
No more wasting time
No more tears are left to cry, look me in my eyes
I just had a long trip in the woods
We ain't talk for months, just know I'm good
I been out the way, I know I ain't replying
What more can I say, thoughts flowing like some sirens
Was it news when she left me in the dust
So confused, I've been trying to sober up
Muster up the strength that I haven't had in months
Thanks for catching up, it's always peace and love
I never thought that you'd talk like this to me
I never thought that you'd cause me misery
I don't wanna think 'bout who you used to be
I'm sick of all these games, I'm losing sleep