Saint John,
You taught me how to breath in water
You taught me how to lose myself when my lips touch the bottle
Saint John,
You taught me to believe in others
You taught me to believe myself when my body isn't well
But what about the time
When I needed you the most
And you left me all alone
Abandoned me like most
What about the girl
All she did was love
You told her to go home
That "sinners were not welcome".
She was sixteen, now she's dead.
Saint John,
You taught me how to leave my mother
You taught me to believe in wrong all of the time
Saint John,
You taught me how to show my anger
You taught me to believe in you the only truthful father
If this is all true
Then f*ck your family
F*ck the clouds you live in
Its all the same to me
Id rather die alone
Alone with all my friends
Alone with some good people
Who accepted me for me
Who accepted her for her
I am nineteen.
Your dead.