CODE ALICE - FREAKSHOW Lyrics

Welcome to my house, it's a freakshow
The walls are caving in, but I won't go
All the bodies gather 'round, getting too close
If I don't stop now, I'll be comatose
I don't wanna think, I don't wanna know
Don't even feel at peace when I'm in my home
Need to get outside, let me grab my coat
Let me light it up, I just wanna float
You shouldn't have to deal, you should stay in bed
Just spend another hour on the internet
The pain you feel is real, it's not in your head
I guess I should have said...
Did you love me when you tried?
Would it be easy if I cried?
I don't want you to see me, I'm too shy
Did I make you feel alive?
What if it was all a lie?
Don't wanna be part of your disguise
Did you love me when you tried?
What if sometimes I wanna die?
Do you think that anyone would mind?
Couldn't look me in the eye
Did you love me when I tried?
Did you love me when I,
Did you love me when you tried?
Got a message from my Mum, wants to touch base
She worries 'bout the path that I might take
She tells me that I'm letting it all go to waste
Tried to let 'em help but it's all fake
You're the one that I love but it's too late
I need to get a grip before it turns to hate
Wish someone would take all this pain away
This is all too much, God, I need a break
You shouldn't have to deal, you should stay in bed
Just spend another hour on the internet
The pain you feel is real, it's not in your head
It's not in your head
Did you love me when you tried?
Would it be easy if I cried?
Don't want you to see me, I'm too shy
Did I make you feel alive?
What if it was all a lie?
Don't wanna be part of your disguise
Did you love me when you tried?
What if sometimes I wanna die?
Do you think that anyone would mind?
Couldn't look me in the eye
Did you love me when I tried?
Did you love me when I tried?
Did I make you feel alive?
You couldn't look me in the eye
Did you love me when you
Did you love me when you
Did you love me when you tried?
Did I make you feel alive?
You couldn't look me in the eye
Did you love me when I
Did you love me when you tried?
Would it be easy if I cried?
Don't want you to see me, I'm too shy
Did I make you feel alive?
What if it was all a lie?
Don't wanna be a part of your disguise
Did you love me when you tried?
What if sometimes I wanna die?
Do you think that anyone would mind?
Could you look me in the eye?
Did you love me when I tried?
Did you love me when I
Did you love me when you tried?