These sinking thoughts
They rot my brain
Slowly driving me insane
This world of shit is not for me
Want nothing more than to just be free
Free from the pain
The doubt and the shame
That clouds my mind every day
Can't catch a break or even out
No end in sight
No easy way out
Why the f*ck am I like this
When the f*ck did I lose myself
I won't see better days
My life is a blurry haze
Of melting days and sleepless nights
Nothing in this f*cking world seems right
I'm just another dead end kid
I'm just another dead end kid