Apex Tyler - Get Out Lyrics

Looking for love, do you know what that means
I am above this, so I had to leave
Packed all my things, gone from the scene
Constant abuse just ain't working with me
Living with you was not part of the dream
I'd known for a while, I just didn't believe
That you were a serpent, disguised as a queen
Festering hatred, a twisted disease
I lied when I said you were perfect
That is for certain
Nothing but toxic, under the surface
This was concerning
I should be bitter, but it isn't worth it
I'm closing that curtain
The bigger picture, you see
It's the only thing I'm concerned with
I've got a purpose
I told you that this isn't love
You don't know what that means
An obligation is different, it seems
But thank you for showing me hell
Now I know how to Get Out
Despite of events, I won't use a label
But, you were unstable, despite all my efforts
In spite all this struggle, trying to rescue
I still couldn't save you, I was unable
Lucky for me, there's more cards on the table
Countless more days, I can be grateful
These things that I've seen, have made me more careful
Now I'm aware to a rare breed of hateful
I told you that this isn't love
You don't know what that means
An obligation is different, it seems
But thank you for showing me hell
Now I know how to Get Out
Time is precious, so don't waste a minute
On the attention seeking, tainted wishes
Of these sick and twisted, drug addicted
Abuse inflicting, f*cked up bitches
Daddy issues, so conflicted
Contorted visions, I've learned what this is
On a mission, claim your riches
Get a grip, shit, it's not worth missing
Find a woman who respects and listens
Who helps you grow to fulfil ambitions
Who won't imprison, and shares these visions
Not torment and hate, shed from those this vicious
A lost, misleading, manipulating mistress
With cruel intentions and a heart that's missing
Venomous demons that live without reason
They'll bleed you dry, content with deceiving
Compassion turned sour, degrading
Contagious, abrasive pestilence raging
Learn how to evade this insane shit
Outrageous, escaping, a lesson worth taking
I'm no longer faking, this ain't no vacation
Or festive occasion, it's draining
There's no mistaking, this rage you've awakened
You're messed up forsaken, it's blatant
This is not what I sought after
The picture you're painting looks like a disaster
No piece from a master, inner peace I will master
Surpass you I have to, I brought this on faster
Nah, this is not what I sought after
The picture you're painting looks like a disaster
A funny retort, it seems I just have to
But living distraught has never brought laughter
After some thought
I saw it best to remove myself from the equation
Still hitting me up, I don't give a f*ck
Getting back with you was never part of my intention
I seem to break too many hearts
My mistake, it's a shot in the dark
And never what I mean to do from the start
Just don't take what I share and tear it apart
I won't be a part, straight from the start
Your means make me sickened, right off the bat
It seems something's missing, I think it's a heart
No, f*ck it, I'm certain, you're twisted and dark
I told you that this isn't love
You don't know what that means
An obligation is different, it seems
But thank you for showing me hell
Now I know how to Get Out