Anything, yes please anything
To delay shame til I rise
Surely the maelstrom in my viscera will
Choke the protests of my mind
Everything
Dulls and chills and slows and fills my bones
With this defilement
Bear witness then as I sever all the ties
To all the proud noble things that I have been
Anywhere, yes anywhere will do
I won't feel the surface I sleep on
Nor the humanity I've learned, the self respect I've purged
I have no honor left to lean on
Anyone, yes anyone can see
How I've become so pathetic
But no one, no no one can see
The cracks in the mirror match the scars on me