A Speck in the Void - Assuming the Worst Lyrics

No response from you and it cuts like a knife
I'm drowning in silence, stuck in my mind
Every second that passes, I build a new lie
It's not fair - but I'm still assuming the worst
The worst is a whisper that screams in my head
The worst means it's over, nothing left unsaid
I'm reaching through shadows, begging for light
Say something now - or let me die tonight
Tell me it's okay, tell me it's alright
This silence is louder than a war inside
I'm crying alone while you just disappear
I'm assuming the worst, and it's all I hear
You don't even know what it's doing to me
I thought you cared... now I'm not sure if I believe
How do I not assume, when the quiet is so loud?
I'm screaming your name, but there's no one around
I haven't done anything - or maybe I did
You're gone and I'm stuck in what-ifs again
I'm trying to let go, trying to breathe
But all I can do is hope you still see me
I assumed the worst
And now I'm too far gone
I assumed the worst
While you just moved on
The pain I feel, it echoes deep
You're in my veins, you're in my sleep
And maybe I'm nothing, just a name you forgot
But I'm still here, tying every single knot
Tell me it's okay, lie if you have to
I'm bleeding it out just to get through
I'm assuming the worst, like I always do
Can't kill the thought - that I lost you
Someday I'll let go and stop the fight
It'll be okay... maybe not tonight
I'm just making an ass out of you and me
But it doesn't matter now - I'm too far away
I assumed the worst
And the worst became real
I assumed the worst...
And now I can't feel