I feel like I'm constantly
Chasing the time
To spend every minute
Of every day right
What if it's not
Maybe it's time
To give myself
Into every moment
Make my own music
Because that's what I'm born with
Keep you around
If you give me peace
You'll understand
You'll know what I mean
Change, changing my ways
Choosing what's best, who's best for me
Change, changing my ways
Choosing what's best, who's best for me
Cause that's what my mind needs
That's what my mind needs
Cause that's what my mind needs
That's what my mind needs
I spend my time giving not living
Afraid of words
To express what I need
And constantly thinking
I deserve better but that's always hidden
In times i never expressed
How i'm feeling
And I think that at times
It made me depressed
But I always managed to show up at best
My best
That sometimes wasn't enough for your quest
And I think I'm obsessed
With making you feel
All happy and blessed
While the real me is hiding
Afraid to show that I can't
You're picking your cast
And i keep being smiley
But your words cut deep
You dismiss what i say
So i'll work on myself and change my surroundings
Cause that's what my mind needs