Montage - Blue Cartoon Lyrics

i could not write because
i cutted my wrist
blood on paper
and my apologies
if you don't feel well
you'd rather get back to hell
I KNOW THE PAIN
i know to yell
i used to live there
i am a blue cartoon
more needdles in my skin
and i will feel swimming
'till the next best drug
forgetting about the end of life