Insidious Frustration - Always Alone Lyrics

I lay motionless
And I think about
The paths I've chosen
Now I'm without
Those lovely days
With everything
Within my grasp
It won't be the same

It's on my mind
Of all the past
That's disappeared
I've moved on at last
And if you ask
When I'll be back
I'll say to you
I will never look back

I have heard
It is so absurd
That I'm never
Never to return
I always want
To look back home
But I'm always
Always alone
Always alone

Lost to space
When I have gone
It's hard to say
I'm always alone