Starting Over - F.alling B.ack B.lindly Lyrics

I know your thoughts about me,
are few and far between.
But i'm happy when your with me,
this distance tears my heart to teen.
And i will risk all we had as friends,
and tell you how i feel.
i'm staring at your picture again,
to show myself your real.

So once again my eyes are crying what words could never say,
And once again i'll hide my pain and wipe these emotions away,
And i will live that lie again and put on a false smile,
So you can say i was never in love and if i was it was just for a while

and now i have told you all,
my feelings unsupressed,
and now you've told me all,
with a response of silence.
well now at least i know,
that no matter what i say,
i will never mean as much to you,
as you'll always mean to me.

So once again my eyes are crying what words could never say,
And once again i'll hide my pain and wipe these emotions away,
And i will live that lie again and put on a false smile,
So you can say i was never in love and if i was it was just for a while