Readymade - Self-destructive Today Lyrics

SELFDESTRUCTIVE TODAY
Well i think it might be time againTo see if i can still take the abuseLaziness is what is killing me'cause now i have the time to fill the holesBut i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive today
Yes today is the day for something newTo see things i never saw beforeBut i feel there's nothing left for meAnd it's me that will self-destruct again, and againcause i feel no sadnessIn this grown up world i feel self-destructive today
I wasted all this timeTo find the palace of wisdom on the excess roadBut i know i can, i know i will get there somehowcause i still feel self-destructive today